A number of my friends have asked me recently, in frank bewilderment, why I don't support Sen. Clinton. And in trying to figure out why they are surprised by that, I finally asked the magic question: Did you also support or like Bill Clinton?
Of the three I asked, all three said yes, and looked at me like I had two heads.
I don't know if this would hold true if I asked more of them, but if it does, it explains a great deal to me. Because I never voted for Bill Clinton. Bill Clinton has always been representative of what I hate about the Democratic Party: How it panders to the middle, climbs happily into bed with whatever corporate interest waves a big check in its face, the whole favor/payback/buddy-buddy system of making deals, the Washington-centric view of America.
I felt protective of Bill Clinton during the whole impeachment thing, but it was more that the Republicans were dragging the nation into turmoil out of partisan loathing of the man, rather than that I liked him any more than before.
After Bush took the White House, I missed the hell out of Bill Clinton, and even felt fondness for him in the intervening years. That lasted until he hit the campaign trail for Sen. Clinton, when it took him about ten minutes to burn up any goodwill I had for him with his pugnacious attitude.
Of course, I judge Sen. Clinton separately from her husband. I think she is head and shoulders above him, and while she doesn't appeal to me on a personal level and I would never get excited about her as a candidate, I don't think she'd be a bad president -- certainly better than the last two four six eight.
But it's irrelevant to me whether I "like" the president of the United States or not. I would say that either Obama or Clinton would allow me not to cringe in shame in front of the world everytime either one opened their mouth, and that's a good thing.
But just as I never voted for Bill Clinton, I'll only give my vote to Hillary Clinton if she is the nominee and my state is genuinely in play. But that's very usual for me; I have almost never voted for a major party candidate at all -- the last time was Mondale and Ferraro, until I voted for John Kerry in the last election, and even then, I only did that because Howard Dean asked his supporters to do so, and because I liked John Edwards. I'm not a major party, mainstream kind of voter. And the Democractic party has always been too conservative, pro-big-business for me.
I want to believe in change, because I don't like what we've had in my
adult life. From the Reagan years to today, I feel betrayed by and
ashamed of every president this country has had. By supporting Obama, I
feel I'm making a huge vote for something else, something not within
that framework. The fact that people respond to Obama matters more to
this country than his presidency would, although there's the added
bonus that he might actually do some of the things he wants to do. But
even if he doesn't, the most important thing to me is not what happens
to him, or to Washington, DC, but what happens to Americans, in our
hearts and minds, in our daily lives.
I don't necessarily support Obama because I'm convinced he can effect
the changes he wants to, although I think it's possible that he can. I
support him because the groundswell of support for him, and its
passionate nature, send a strong message that Americans can still be
galvanized by hope, can still care about the political process, that
something unexpected can still make us catch fire and fight for our
country and our heritage as Americans.
Now, I suppose that fifteen of my friends who like Sen. Clinton will post or email telling me they hated Bill Clinton, and my whole theory will fall apart, but right now I'm thinking their surprise at my lack of support for her candidacy comes because they don't understand what I want from a presidential candidate, and for America. They are more mainstream Democrats, liberal but not at all independent/ornery in their politics, and as far as I can tell, they supported Bill Clinton.
And there's nothing wrong with that. This is their country and they should fight to make it be the nation they want it to be. But if they really understood my politics, and the candidates I've supported in the past, they'd never be surprised I'm not in Sen. Clinton's camp. It would be very odd if I were.
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